Blue Day

Have you ever woken up sad? Maybe not sad but just blue? I have been thinking about Micah a lot today and I've just been a bit blue. Eli's sweet smiles make things better. Sometimes I look at Eli and wonder what color Micah's eyes would be and if he would have as cute a smile as Eli? I'm not sure what brought this on, I think about Micah every day but I am not normally this down. I think I might have had a dream about Micah because when I woke up this morning I was thinking about him. This Thursday would be Micah's 18 month birthday so maybe that is it.